Hannah’s actions and decisions make me sad sometimes. For long stretches I wonder how she’ll ever make it in the world. But she is also the person through whom I have had the opportunity to know true awe and pride. (You might not know that Hannah fought and won a complicated lawsuit against the Nassau County ...
I was lying beside my son tonight listening to him suckle on a bottle of milk(I know! It’s a wonder his teeth don’t just fall right out of his head ) and I was shocked to discover myself completely overcome with longing to breastfeed him. The urge, no the NEED to nurse him… A bone ...
But not eloquent. I did not give up. Notyetnotyetnotyetnotyet-a chorus through my mind all night, while I smelled baby hair and touched the softest skin on the planet. This is my last baby, my last chance to make this work, and I owe myself a little more time. It’s what I want. To that end, I declared ...